May the special moments of today become the most treasured memories of tomorrow
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
1Borneo marii..
I went to 1Borneo hyper mall (again) last night to see a movie with my very-own-moviegoer partner. Ya, we are a movie freak! pasangan kakiwayang urg bilang..:) We open to watching DVDs, but prefer sitting in a dark theater with other people and of course with wider screen and the better audio effects lar..
..and we decided to watch the 9:20pm show so that we have at least 30 minutes utk merayau-rayau dlm bangunan yg besar tu..
and just take a look at these..what i got during that 30mins..
i must salute for those who dare to wear this signed-cap
"DON'T TRUST YOUR GIRLFRIEND"
..but i think this might useful at certain cases..hehe
HAHAHAHA!!!
P/S: the female figure at behind <<--it wasn't me!
Frm the left: Food scraper (muka ayam), Food stopper (muka kucing), donno wat the exact name (tempat meletakkan sudu/ chopstick di meja - muka bab--i )
he doesn't just look confused, tapi mcm kebaru-baruan jer..hehe
(my muvee-goer partner)
..and this is me mingkiut-kiut (cute wannabe ekekek)..
i think i'm gonna love this my new hairstyle (i mean the jambul:)).. it really work on to balance my mama2-looks glasses
OMG!! i met the High School Musical artists!!!
then..
we watched the Death Race, i give 4 stars!! but, the hero’s name was spoiled my feelings.. its really reduce my pleasure of concentrating the scenes..and it almost unbearable!!! his name is Mr. Jensen Ames.. ah!!
>> i wish i could take more pics last nite..but i stopped snapping when i realize the CCTV is everywhere.. takut pulak tiba-tiba ada di youtube "perempuan
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
I am one of the witnesses
OMG!! How come I didn’t notice it.. begitu besar tu tulisan, sia tdk baca tadi.. desssh!!!
Look at it.. WILL YOU MARRY ME VIVIANA YEW??
That’s not an Advertisement.. it’s some sort of huge “proposing” banner.. Wow! how romantic and expensive creative ideas! and I m so..sooo lucky! I witness the moment when the guy proposed his girlfriend Miss Viviana. I bet shes definitely say YES I DO..she won't be able to say no laa..:) I just can read it form her facial expression.. she looks so surprised, happy and a bit confused..;0
Never appreciate the traffic jam as I do on that day.. hehehe
::CONGRATS GUYS..God Bless!::
XOxo
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
state of mind
Personally, I do agree with her that the never ending chain-questions about MARRIAGE is TERRIBLY ANNOYING!!! “bah, bila lagi?” “apa lagi yg mo di tunggu, jangan lah kasi lambat2 bah..” duhh!! Getting SICK of those questions!! And believe it or not, that annoying questions had gotten me to the point where I hate to attend the family gathering or any event or occasion that gathers all my koinggoritt aunties. I rather missed the excitement of the party dan pura2 sibuk than being showered with their pot..pet..pot..pet!! 1000x10..
I know, some people might think that being single or unmarried at my age is considered ANDARTU. That title is supposed to be embarrassing!! Strangely.. sia tdk malu pun kahkahkah!! I just feel uncomfortable being surrounded by the people who have the same thought with my aunts. One of them used to say this to me ”ko ingat ko masih kuat ka beranak kalo umur ko 38 thn sdh??” **LONG GROAN** what on earth is that supposed to mean!!???? I think shes really needs to listen my unbeatable words to answer that statement....tapi takut dia tersinggung pulak nanti.. tahan hati ja la.. but I will speak it out.>>.Loudly<< when the time is right..! or I just ask her to pay all the cost of my wedding laa..
My dad has told me that I must have at least 3 years experiences of earning my own money, managing my own money, paying bills..etc.. and basically, understanding what money is. And now I understand..and telling myself that i wont get married until I have my finances in order because it’s really unrealistic idea for me to ask my parents to 100% support the expenses of my own wedding..
..errmm..in romantic side, to me, marriage is not just finding our soulmate..its beyond that!! My view about love and marriage have changed somewhat now that I’m older.. when I was younger, I used to think that marriage is all about finding our perfect partner..and i will marry to the guy who makes me fall in love.. he will be perfect for me, I’ll be perfect for him, then we will get married and live happily ever after.. but as time goes by and having seen more of the world, I realize now that life is not as beautiful as in a fairy tale.. we experienced the imperfectness even the unhappiness through our relationship.. The perfect handsome prince and the majestic castles will remains as a dreams forever..
I realize now that our partner can be very different from what we have envisioned. He doesn’t have to be perfect to be our partner, we don’t have to have everything in common. We don’t have to love the same things or to do everything together for the relationship to work.. to me, the most important things is his qualities to experiences the life’s ups and downs together with you, whose loves the worst side of you as well as the betters’..for me, couples are really needs to experience the good and bad things together before they stepping forward.. this naturally means that people have to be of a certain age to know and understand these things. I don’t mean to disagree or to object a couple to get married while they were on cloud nine, the things is not to deny that those mixture of good and bad things can happen to anyone, to every marriage.. Life is just like that..:)
..so..am I ready for marriage?? Not 100%! But then again, who is??..
-That’s all folks-
XOxoxo..:)
Useless!
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Enjoying a daydream..
I am so into SUPERNATURAL now.. I am NEW and soooo late!!!! I know, I am so damn late!!! But anyway.. It’s better late than never.. <<--trying to comfort myself with that thought.. i consider myself as a new fan even I was officially claimed myself as “so fucking obsessed:0” with the series since March this year. It’s been about five months, but comparing to the fans whose been watching the series since September 2005 (launching of the Season 1, in U.S) I am so new! Sigh..!
Shyly confessed, I consider myself as such a wuss that is why i don’t want to watch horror movies. I stay away from those as much as possible because i get really nasty ‘nightmares’ that last for days, or nights.. i know it might sounds ridiculous as a matured person but this is who I am and I have no choices but to accept this sensitiveness in me..ekekek;) My mom used to say these kind of words to me “only faithless people will get afraid of ghost!” what a sharp reminder huh! But in fact, this is nothing to do with my faith.. neither believe of those ghost in the movies! My precaution against getting frightened is something like the feeling of when we’re too cautious about what we eat in order to stay healthy and even to avoid of getting sick.. I stay away from those pleasant-less scenes (ugly + disgusting monsters) to avoid unpleasant feelings and emotions which could produce nightmare..
Flashing back.., what made me start watching the Supernatural?? it was when
..hmm..back to my very first day, I turned on my DVD player bravely..and I managed thru the first episode by closing my eyes on the scary parts, which must be about 50%-60% of the time..but amazingly it couldn’t stop me from continuing watching the episode 2 and until I realized that it was not really that scary series, there were a lot of entertaining moments even funnier then the scary ones..PLUS, the guys in there are too irresistible especially the brother!! -Dean Winchester-
..as the results of my ridiculous obsession on the guy named Dean in the series, now I know the 50 states of :: to my laling Adrian , Season 2 & 3 please....:)
Sunday, August 24, 2008
I missed it!
Today is 25th of August, my birthday was passed nineteen days. I was kinda regret ‘cos I didn’t manage to make any entry on my birthday.. I’d missed the number of 06.08.08..(August 6,) as I wanted it to be listed in my archive..hmmm…
..tank top sleeveless & a musical stuff (donno wat's the name..but its really sounds sweet)
Friday, August 1, 2008
Thought for Today - PEACE -
It may seem almost useless to talk about peace when around us we see a continued state of ‘peacelessness’. Peacelessness makes it necessary for us to draw upon our own source of peace.
Consider the flowers.. They too live in this peaceless environment. They too have to endure the pollution and decay of the world of nature. Yet, wherever they are found, be it by the congested roadside, near the swamps, in the desert, or amid the thorns.. they are eternally beautiful and fragrant. It is not by chance that flowers are given for every occasion. Flowers call forth the images of peace and tranquility. It is their nature..
We are also like flowers. We are the flowers of the
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Expression for today!
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Shopping with The Oligarchs.. I just wished..
Suddenly I felt ashamed to admit that the 1Borneo is the biggest shopping mall in my town.. I imagined the Russian rich girl shopping at that mall wearing her gold lamé hotpants with crystal-studded cutaway bra top..or backless silver dress.. and..and.. together with her is the unlimited credits of VISA cards..which even can afford the entire mall.. oh!! I wish she drops a pieces of the diamond/ crystal in her bra and I am the lucky person found it..hehehe.. RM..RM..RM.. I just wished!! Amen.. ;)
Any Other Desire? � �
Sunday, June 29, 2008
..Something On My Mind..
....in fact, there’s a million things on my mind at this time ...but have less effort to express it into readable form.. or perhaps, I might not ready to share it with anybody else... All I can say is that there’s a lot of good things going on right now.. Thank you Lord!
by the way..would like to share something that caught my eye while driving home few days ago.. a Beautiful Rainbow in the sky.. a full rainbow!! (sorry.. my hp cant capture wide-angle..)
The creation suddenly reminds me one of the lessons during my
“The story of Prophet Noah & the
…This is the sign of the covenant I am making between me and you and every living creature with you, a covenant for all generations to come: I have set my rainbow in the clouds, and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth. Whenever I bring clouds over the earth and the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will remember my covenant between me and you and all living creatures of every kind. Never again will the waters become a flood to destroy all life."
(Gen. 8:21; 9:1,9,11-15)
a Full-circle Rainbow: taken just outside of my office (Aug, 2007)
(ini pun rainbow ka ini ar..?? hehe)
Sunday, May 25, 2008
THE HEART SPEAKS
When God fills two people’s hearts with his precious love, he unites them in the glory of His love, which endures forever.
If you have this love, you won’t trade it for anything in this world.
This love is a treasure, and more valuable than anything in the entire world. True, pure and holy love is godly and it is from God. It is precious and you cannot and should not easily share this or give it to someone who is not united with you through the blood of Jesus Christ.
To give your heart in love to an unbeliever is not God’s will. It is His will that you be united as one, with another believer. God’s word is clear on this, what does the light have to do with darkness? And unless two agree how can they stand together?
You cannot expect God to bless an unholy union.
We are so precious in God's eyes because we have been redeemed by the blood of Christ.
We must give our lives to Him and submit our heart, mind and soul to His will, so that we may be found faithful and obedient.
His will for us is to be together with believers. We are precious, so precious in His eyes.Here are some references that help us understand just how precious love is, and how we are to demonstrate that love in our lives.
Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and then turn and tear you to pieces. Mathew 7:6 Do not be yoked together with unbelievers. For what do righteousness and wickedness have in common? Or what fellowship can light have with darkness? What harmony is there between Christ and Belial? What does a believer have in common with an unbeliever? What agreement is there between the temple of the living God and idols. For we are the temple of the living God.
If it is love from God and by God, then the answer will be yes. In this case you have chosen to trust in the Lord, and that makes tomorrows assured and will be always with Him. It seems by doing this; you had sought the Kingdom of God first. This is how we know that we have chosen His path and walk in His light. It is by pulling down your own plan, then priorities His principles then plan parallel to His will, think what the best you could do to make His plan being fulfilled in your life. By doing this, you will live joyfully with the Lord. By choosing His plan a person could find his or her true love offered by the Lord.
God is love. His love is faithful. God's love is faithful. His children learned His love. True love is faithful.
This love is demonstrated by Christ, in that His love was so great for the Father that He was obedient even unto death, and to this day He continues to intercede in heaven for mankind.
True love is rare and priceless. True love is pure and sincere. True love is purified by fire. True love will endure the worst of circumstances and the greatest of hardships.
True love is pure like honey and gold. True love can be tested by the fiery trials and tribulations of life and come out shining even more brightly than before.
True love is pure like the light.
True love is so bright that it penetrates the heart. It comes with light of life. True love is holy. True love is a blessing from heaven.
So, if love is so precious as pearl... (Understand that there are no two pearls that are exactly alike. Pearls area a testament to the rich treasures of earth. A pearl starts out as a small grain of sand and in time becomes more valuable than you might imagine, pearls today can sell for as much as $100,000.00 USD for a single strand necklace), we will be offending the giver (Holy Spirit/God) if we neglect and throw it away...Mathew 7:6. Love should be given back to the Lord by loving the person He chose for you...so that that love bare fruits and be shared as testimony to many more people (through ministry).
God loves you more than anyone can love you, because His love is perfect. He will only give you the best. If you can carry on with your daily life without the love of a man or woman in an intimate way or a marriage relationship, then you probably need to do that.
If you can wake up in the morning, do your daily routine, and concentrate on your responsibilities without love, I think you should do that too.
If you can watch all the pictures and videos without feeling anything, then you should be ok. If you can come home one day and say hi without regretting anything, than you must have done something right.
If you can stay in peace with God with what you are doing and what you are going to do, than that is great.
If you think that one day you will say something to the person you have prayed for, the one you love the most, then find out that it was too late... that is not ok for you...because no matter what you do in life, no matter what your academic or financial achievements may be, no matter how wealthy you are, if you fail to express your true love, and fail to recognize His calling for your life, then your life becomes mechanical, lacking of true happiness and you will live with a lot of regrets and disappointments.
You may say little things are not important but then you will find out that those little things are seeds of many areas of life in a very near future. You may say that you not regretting anything now but down the road you will see everything in a different dimension.
And all of those little unfulfilled desires become regrets and eventually a root of bitterness.You may have this experience. If we look back and see everything from the beginning, we will find out that you have made a lot of decisions to show your love. You successfully have shown the deepest and purest desire of your heart without reserve.
You have shattered thousands crystal tears for a person and went through many nights, exhausting your heart. You have prayed many prayers until you came to a point where no one could ever bear. One day you thought God must have not listening to your prayers. Then you tried to figure out something different. You think that you can find happiness out of Gods will. At the end you find void, meaningless, spiritual disaster and danger.
God loves you and he knows the best for you. He has been faithful to you, listening to your prayers; He has never left you alone and will never ever abandon you.
He touched your heart by showing you the differences, and He never let you to go too far. He is showing you His character through someone, the one that you long to love, to have for your life just as God desires you in His life.
Till the day, the day that God displays His answer to your prayers. He asked you, do you remember your prayers? He sets a situation where or when you have forgotten all of your requests, your promises and everything that you have gone through. He blows away your mind, your understanding, your perceptions and your own plan. He displays Himself and that He alone is sovereign. That He is in control and He is God. He surprises you by bringing back the person you love the most. He wants you to know how much He loves you through this person. God wants to show you the REAL meaning of true love. God wants to show you love that the world cannot give. He wants you to have that in your life.
Love can be a disaster to your life if it is not in the light of God. True love can encourage you, make you holy, make you strong and make you closer to God everyday. You can have true and pure love but if you can go on without love, then that is your choice.
God's plans are not against one another but rather cooperating with one another. If you can see how God works in your relationship, everything that is against it will always be something unholy. Do not get surprised and wonder why the enemy is working so hard to go against true and pure relationships.
The true love of God is greater than any love that the world can ever give.Room for compromise is not of God because mistake doesn't please God at all (Read the Bible, it is there and you will find that this is true).
Compromises are offered by the enemy, choosing not to buy the lie of compromise, is godly. We make wrong decisions and God has nothing to do with it. It is human factor. It is a choice to live holy, to love and to care.
Feelings and emotions alone are just too shallow when it comes to loving someone in the way that God has directed us to love, according to His Word.
When we say we care for someone, this is much more than flattering feelings. This means commitment, unshaken, undeniable and immovable. Physical attractions may fade away, but the heart speaks love through action more than mere words.
David Ebin
[28 October, 2007]
Sunday, May 11, 2008
This is called busy doing nothing!!
Just as the title says.. I am busy doing something that doesn’t help me AT ALL in finishing my works; which is supposed to be completed/ done by now. But I am really not in a mood to do “those works”… Moreover, the students’ registration is on the day after tomorrow so.. I would like to procrastinate a little while longer and fillings my time with something that pleases me..
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
My Bro's Engagement Day.
05.05.2008
Kg.Minansut Bingor Keningau
..i'm so proud of myself!! i have created such a beautiful bakul for my bro's hantaran..hehe..
..Kenangan di Puncak Kimanis.. We're on a road (K'gau-KB)
Wah!! romantik juga dorg uncle2 n aunty2 sia tu..
tdk perasan pulak dorg pose besama pasangan masing2:)
and the MOST Romantic-Pose goes to.. my lovely Papa n Mamy!!
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Wish Me LUCK!
I was informed by the management that I’m going to accompany Ying to KLJ next week.. and the “Best” part is they wants me to meet the new faculty dean, Dr. Syed Malek without explaining to me the clear-purposes of the meeting.. they just simply asked and wanted me to come along with Ying.. OMG!! It means I carry big responsibilities. I have to come up with my very own quality-issues and opinions yet, professional. arr!! i think, I lost my nerve..! I have really no idea on what am I going to do over there.. I can’t even imagine myself being alone with the Dean in his office.. Sounds scary isn’t it?..takutt..
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Oppss..
At Last!!
Finally! I’ve finished constructing this page after so many attempts..!! i didn’t create it from the sketch. I mean, I'd just managed the template provided on this sites.. doing a series of tasks like managing, arranging, applying, organizing and editing the template is not that easy as we thoughts when we’re in the lack-of-concentration situation.. Well, I’m in the office, I’m not in the right position to do this kind of stuff especially at this time as I have to deal with this “Exam-Slip Issues". Students come up with their own crucial questions and creative excuses.. Despite it was a genuine or lame excuses (quoted from cie:-) THOSE Questions + Excuses require me to be very careful with my words and definitely being able to make wise judgments and advice to the students. That’s totally made you out of focus on what you’re currently doing.. such as managing the blogspot-template:)
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Dean Winchester OR Jensen Ackles ??
The stories in the series as we knew it, are all about hunting evils, fighting devils and those terrifying things.. and that was really scary!! I used to say that I DO NOT watch any horror movies (as still stated in my fs profile..) I hate the feelings of getting FRIGHTENED especially being alone at home..:)
Strangely, I think that statement is no longer applicable to me as of now SUPERNATURAL is in my First Rank. Or...is it just because of Jensen Ackles in the series..?? I think, i can’t convince myself for continuing watching the series if they demise the role of Dean Winchester or if the role will be acted by someone else..
Monday, April 21, 2008
I'm Back!! for Good....
I used to have an account here in blogspot.com not so long ago but then i decided to delete it due to some unfathomable reason (i seem not to need it anymore..)