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Thursday, May 31, 2012

this is not a complaint.. i'm just telling the reasons why i said i have a very exhausting routine..



My son is going to be a 3 yrs old boy in a few months ahead.. and now I’m worried! So worry..  at this age he still doesn’t show any sign that he is ready to say goodbye for his diapers! I’ve read and google a lot about the potty training issues and talked with many experienced moms about these.. and most of them telling me that my son is still not too late and considered still in earlier range of age for potty training. But what concerned me the most is he is growing and getting bigger.. my boy is a bit bigger than his age.. HE IS HAPPILY WEARING XL SIZE DIAPER since before he reach 2yrs old (kalo sa nda silap.. but now the XL seem not so comfortable to him anymore.. so there were 2 major issues that we are dealing now!  1. The bigger size for diaper (Drypantz)in the market is only XXL which is very limited stock dan selalu teda!.. problem no 2. since he is growing actively I mean sangat la hyperactive that make him sweating easily.. and wearing a diaper is totally not a good idea for a eczema sufferer like him.. if u never dealing (or see) people who suffer with eczema then, you might don’t know what I’m talking about.. but if u do.. then I’m happy because I’m really sure that u can understand me jiwa dan raga.. !!

 my son born with eczema (its in his blood!!! Inherited frm his daddy.. grrr) he was officially diagnosed and confirmed by the dermatologist that he has an eczema since he was 3 months old baby.. I can’t recall all the suffering that we’ve (us & our baby) been through but he is different from other normal baby.. I mean the Penjagaan..  managing  him alone is just like looking after  for a 4 babies.. all the efforts, energies, patience etc are doubles! We have to be very careful with everything.. EVERYTHING! From his milk to what to wear him, his clothes, blanket, booties, mittens, the toiletries.. he cannot wear any clothes but only made from cotton! 100% cotton.. shoes also? Yes.. only cotton shoes..and we the mom n daddy also have to wear cotton or you cannot cuddle him in your arms.. his toiletries? Only prescribes by the doctors.. foods?? Mygoodness… we only feed him rice and chicken soup + labu until he reach about 2 yrs old.. he cannot eat any seafood or any seafood based foods, egg, and any flavoured foods.. just imagine, he cant even eat the baby nestle cereal products like the nestum’s series bcos its contained artificial flavour.. he is super allergy to those foods! We have to kept him away from those kind of foods.. I’m serious! His eczema will flare-ups even he did not eat/ swallow the foods.. for example he touched the spoon that we use to senduk the soup ikan or inhale the smells that contained something yg he allergy which is susah btl mo identify.. I also have to stay away from my perfume.. pewangi2 kereta pun I don’t buy.. 

ok what will happen when the eczema flared ups?? It become itchy and he will start scratching his affected (eczema sufferer’s ) skin and  scratch..scratch and SCRATCH sampai bedarah2.. and for you to know.. i see my son first drops of blood at his 4 months old of age! 4 months old baby! Imagine la..kalo bby kena gigit nyamuk ja pun kita akan sakit hati sdh nmpk..imagine u see blood..:( that’s how I felt… mcm nangis keluar air mata darah ja juga nmpk..

I was a bit scared and panic that time but i started to get used with it since then…  and it became a kind of our routine now dealing with the blood! I’ve experienced what my mom never did so I can’t go to her for advice.. my mom was  the most surprised ibu seeing my baby condition back then..she was shocked and blank and speechless and totally have no idea what is eczema all about..  so all I can do is google and searching for info to educate myself on how to manage and handle a baby with an eczema.. of course there are a lot of doctors in town but yaa..nothing is free! I myself couldn’t afford my hungriness to know “WHAT IS ECZEMA” the what?, the how?, when?, where? How if?, what if?? And so on..and on.. so the only thing I can do is GOOGLE and apparently it really does help me a lot in many ways… i joined a  forum, chat room, blog, website and everything  on the net! this is one of the blog that I followed.. Diary of an Eczema sufferer” its kind of a huge relief when u found someone else on earth that having a same situation with you.. I’m not suffered from eczema but I carry the burden…

Dear  Mr/ Ms/ Mrs  I want good skin, whoever you are.. i really thank to u for sharing your story http://skinurghs.blogspot.com/ God bless you..amen

so do u see what i see?
What say you..? :(
                        Berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul..  these words is really killing me.. berat mata ku memandang..  but I didn’t know berapa berat  is the suffering my son has been through all this time… But I really thank God! Now he seem to be outgrow with the eczema he is not as sensitive as before..and his skin condition is getting better..thank u God again..halleluyaa... 

 ** to be continued..(blm trcapai lgi misi ceta the exhausting routine..my thinking was suddenly distracted and redirected to kesah eczema my eldest son.. )