It would drive me crazy not knowing!!

Its have been so.. long! Yeah.. I almost forget about this blog.. luckily I save the password somewhere.. I don’t knw.. I just not in the mood of viewing my own blog for the past few months.. it might sound crazy when I say that I feel “dizzy” every time I accessed my blog..but this is true! Hahahaa.. this blog will remind me of my early pregnancy temperament..the morning sickness, dizziness, nausea-ness, craving-ness..etc..etc.. I think this might because of i started this blog during that ‘time’ and I talked a lot about it until I feel that this blog is connected with my preg. temperament..iskk..apa ba sa cakap nie.. sa pun nda paham..hmm

anyway.. I’m now enjoying my 3rd trimester, the final trimester.. it feels amazing! besides the KG that I gained la..(worrying about it later) don’t wanna load my mind about it now..! There are too many other important things that needs more concern at this time.. and worth paying attention to..my baby, my health, the money and so...on.. Now we are busy preparing and shopping for our baby’s stuff.. ya, I now some people do not encourage buying things too early for a baby in your tummy (unborn baby)… They said, if something happen to your pregnancy (palis-palis) you will be double-broken heart and bla..bla...but honestly.. I’ve been online shopping for my baby’s stuff since I was about 3 months pregnant..ya really! ;) tp yg basic2 jak la.. for me, I believe buying baby’s stuff is part of a good planning for having a baby.. most baby’s things and products are not cheap! and we will need a LOT of new things for the baby.. so I think buying baby’s things little by little is a wiser plan because it could help us moderate the expenses over the few months of my pregnancy until I give birth.. well, it doesn’t mean that I don’t respect other’s belief/ point of view (buying baby’s stuff too early) that’s what they think. and I have no comment for that.. but as for me, I prefer praying and just put my faith in Him. if God’s will..and it will..:)

As of today..i’m in 29 weeks, 3 days..but we still didn’t find out the sex of our baby! We went for the ultrasound scanning for two times but the doctor cant give us the 100% answer.. he said that the position of the baby didn’t allow us to see his/ her “down there”.. arrghh.!. I cant stand of this surprise any longer.. so we plan to go for another ultrasound this weekend..

My dear baby.. Please allow mommy to see who u are this time around ok.. so its much easier for mommy to prepare your things.;) I know your dad is enjoying this surprise and he love the fun of waiting.. but mommy wants everything is perfect for you..so please listen to mommy ok:)

This torture came especially when it comes to buying the baby outfits.. I found out that MOST of the baby’s stuff are gender specific..the unisex choices are very limited.. ya EVERYTHING! Not only the clothes..but everthing! Even the feeding set..blankets..cloth diaper.. dan semuanya la..

For me, if you knew the gender of your baby.. it can help you to prepare better for the baby.. and of course you can focus on finding a name..